Its mentally debilitating, really. I love music, I've played guitar basically my whole life, its what I want to do, but I also want financial security in the meantime because honestly I have some extreme hedonist tendencies, I love having a good time and I have a ton of hobbies. Its frustrating because despite the desire for these things, I become paralyzed or settle for bullshit jobs. I don't understand me. There's SO MANY POSSIBILITIES, I become overwhelmed and never roll with anything. Is it as simple as just doing fucking doing something? What if I regret it? What if I'm unhappy? Anyone been in a similar spot? What did you do? Where are you at with life now?
Oh, also; not sure where to put this, this is my first post.
Submitted January 11, 2017 at 11:19PM by Shoeklaps http://ift.tt/2j9Ir20
