Might sound a little ott, but I feel like waking up in the matrix and everything has been a lie. Nothing else in the world matters, the day job is just a rope that holds us down like cattle to be milked. Only the market matters, all these other people doing their day to day, walking round with their eyes closed, talking next choice snacks for the office, like any of this matters anymore. It's taken over my life. All I do now is read and research, research and read. The corruption, the system. I find myself in hysterical laughter at obviously pre-calculated movements within the market, the FUD, everything. Yh its been like this since time immemorial, but I don't think I can ever be who I was, and the person I am now, doesn't care about anything or anyone around me, only the market. This is my first year of full-time trading, with a few years of education behind me, but I didn't think it would have absorb me to this degree. I'm sure this is a common effect of learning the market and everything that goes behind it. I've just lost all interest and engagement in anything else.
Submitted June 10, 2021 at 05:12AM by mottlymonical https://ift.tt/3zelgI5
