I normally have legit 0 money in my bank due to spending it all (or most likely gambling it all) and I got lucky with an accidental roulette win yesterday and won £3000, I now have £2500 left in my bank account but just feel so crap buying anything, I gladly threw £200 back on gambling without hesitation and spent £50 just now on loot boxes for a game I don't even play or enjoy, but when it comes to buying things I know I actually want (new PC monitor, cast iron skillet, new pair of shoes) I'm hesitant to buy them so I never do, but I'll quickly waste my money then just feel regret after buying it realizing I wasted my money on nothing
Anyone deal with something similar? I both want to be able to save money so I always have some for a rainy day but also be able to buy things I know are well worth the price for me without feeling like spending £200 out of my £2500 bank balance is going to leave me broke in no time
July 14, 2021 at 06:32AM
