I've been working since I was 16. I've never really been good at money. If I ever made good money, I spent it recklessly. If I ever needed money, I got bailed out by family and usually pay them back but they're too nice to give me shit for it. I'm a complete fuck up and a junkie with nothing going on. I have $6 in my savings and about $20 in my checking. My friends and everyone I grew up with have a lot more money than me saved. I have no degrees or talents. I don't think I'll ever see more than $2000 in my hand for as long as I'm alive, and I patiently wait the day I'm on the streets or worse. I've always had the mentality that I'm gonna die young anyway so it doesn't matter what I have saved, I can't take it with me so might as well have fun while I'm here.
I wish I was given better financial advice than "get your degree." School just isn't for me, it never was. But then again nothing is because I have no interests and no will to try.
Well I've been sober for 2 months and I guess I need help coming up with a plan to have money saved.
Submitted February 02, 2021 at 08:42PM by booyin https://ift.tt/2MQ84p2
