Throwaway account.
My income is $15/hr and my education hasn't passed community college. I'm good with stocks and own a decent amount of shares because I bought early. I invested a majority of my savings into stocks instead of placing it into a standard savings account. I have a car and I rent an apartment.
I'm at a complete loss. My friends keep calling me to ask about my money, when I'm going to spend it, making jokes about going on vacations. When I don't talk about it they hang up and don't reach out to me again unless I talk to them. I tried to date but he was upset because I didn't get him a watch for his birthday but he's never given me anything and we dated since I was 19. My family keeps pushing me to buy a house but I really don't feel prepared to be a homeowner at this time. The pressure is on because my little sister is younger than me will be graduating with two Bachelors this year and buying a home with her older boyfriend. My older brother is trying to help me find a super high paying job that I don't think I'm qualified for and I'm terrified.
The date is getting closer for me to decide and its everything is terrible. I can't go out to meet anyone new because of the virus and I have no one really to talk to. I know I'm an adult and I need to grow up but I'm just not ready to do any of this. I cry most nights and sometimes I'm just awake until 3AM because I don't know what to do with myself.
Submitted February 10, 2021 at 12:51AM by throwaway_22texas https://ift.tt/3tTDTP4
