I feel like majority of what I've done was usually in the minority. Even when I play games, I usually have some weird controversial way of playing that gets hit w criticism a lot. I know it's the online game world...but more than usual. All I do is just explore and try to find what works for me and is fun.
Wanting to live frugal, live simply, minimalist, just the way I think I feel I had to defend all my life. In work , feel like I'm one of the few that sees things differently. Family, almost everywhere.
Even best friend since childhood thinks I'm kind of crazy trying to do part time.
I sometimes question if I'm the one that's at fault. Maybe I am the one in the wrong. But often times I say I got to do what I feel is right and fight for what I believe.
Just feels exhausting at times to feel like I am fighting the majority. I have had 2 social circles I left where I feel I caused some issues. I know I had faults, but felt like they were at more fault in the end.
Am I just surrounding myself with the wrong group? Am I the crazy one here, like a bad crazy? When do you know you are in the wrong or when you should stand up to yourself.
Just because everyone says 1+1=3 doesn't make it true right, but life isn't a simple math equation.
I guess I'm asking here because I feel simpleliving is going against the grain and maybe someone can relate here.
Submitted May 02, 2018 at 10:55PM by zph0eniz https://ift.tt/2rh2rma
