As the title says, I (f/ 33) don't know what happens but I become a drink demon. I insist on paying for drinks (yesterday I met a work colleague and insisted on paying for a 50 quid round) even though he's older and probably can afford it. I wouldn't let him. This especially happens when I've been drinking, and I can't stop myself. Insisting on paying, every time. And I think it's also unfair for me to insist on paying and in the cold light of day ask to be reimbursed so I'll swallow it. Its affecting my finances, and I'm starting to think there's some strange suconscious need to pay/ be liked/ assert myself.
Any ideas/ strategies to contain this drink demon?
Submitted September 15, 2022 at 03:48AM by shmokeverde https://ift.tt/hRzIak9
