26/F. I barely make enough to survive in the lovely sunny state aka California. I’m ashamed because I don’t like my job, yet I want to move out. I can’t move out if I don’t have enough income to make a living. I could quit but that means I would live with family and risk getting evicted if I can’t pay my bills. I feel like my mental health has been bad ever since I moved back home from college. I want to grow, but my parents are holding me back. They are preventing me to grow as a person and I have a damn curfew. This is affecting my dating and social life. The people I have dated refused to continue pursuing me due to strict housing regulations I have to deal with. Worst part… I got no room. Growing up, I have extremely Asian parents. Because I’m a female, I’m treated differently than my brothers. I get my family is not privileged enough to buy a home and this is what we settle but I’m already going insane since they are causing me trouble. My siblings don’t give me boundaries while I’m working from home and my parents still need me to tell me where I’m going if I decide to head out. They got mad at me a few days ago just because I want to take a walk around my neighborhood in the evening. I don’t mean to sound like a brat, but I want to start taking action by making small moves to move out. I’m not good when it comes to budgeting and the BMR/Low income housing sucks. I don’t have friends to move in with. I’m pretty much not happy and this is why I’m ranting. :(
Submitted May 19, 2022 at 09:26PM by Both-Scheme-3077 https://ift.tt/uITWcvb
