Ever since I was little I did well at my studies and now I am a med student. However, I have been feeling so stressed and overwhelmed, the amount of things we have to study, the tons of assignments and exams... Not to mention all of my classmates seem to have all their shit together and comparing myself to them is making me miserable.
I have been studying 10 hours a day and I have been tracking every single minute of my day to be as productive as I can, but even doing this I’m afraid I might fail. Everyone I know is so proud of me for being on the road to become a doctor, but I sometimes wonder if I would be better off living a simpler life. I really miss the days I can just relax and be present, and not constantly worry about everything.
What would you do if it was you? I worked so hard for this it seems like a huge waste to quit, but I sometimes find myself wondering how my life would be if I had chosen a simpler life.
Submitted April 23, 2020 at 07:50PM by rice_hime https://ift.tt/3bAqqSu
