My daughter is only 6 weeks old and I don't think I can do this anymore. We live with my abusive uncle who hates my guts and calls me a shitty mother every chance he gets. I'm trying to make her father pay child support but he hasn't even been served with the papers yet. My food stamps dont cover diapers and she was almost out. I begged my uncle to please loan me some money so I could get her diapers and he told me he wasn't "going to pay for my mistake".
I feel so gross. So guilty and ashamed. I didn't want to fo it and I know some person is probably going to lose their job because of me. I don't even want to show my face in public again. It feels like I have a rock in the pit of my stomach that won't go away. I can't provide for her the way she needs to be provided for and I'm so embarrassed and just feel like absolute shit over it
Submitted September 26, 2019 at 07:13PM by Sofckinstressed https://ift.tt/2maopIn
