I’ll keep it quick. I used to be atrocious with money and credit, making bad decisions etc. obviously that put a significant strain on my life and ability to do or get things I wanted.
Fast forward years, and I’m on my third house, good credit, investments etc etc (all the stuff you see here usually).
It just feels like it’s a constant struggle and a lot of the fun and carelessness I used to have is gone. This could very well just be a symptom of getting older as well. But little things like small trips or going out to dinner, constantly invoke a mental math assault, taking stock of where I am in all my accounts, and what if this or that happens, will I have enough to cover it, blah blah you get the idea.
I have hobbies and try to take everything in moderation. Perhaps the pendulum has swung too aggressively the other way, and there’s an underlying fear that I’d end up back where I was before.
Thanks for hearing me vent, gonna go seed and fert the lawn. Happy Friday all!
Submitted April 05, 2019 at 08:16AM by swmill08 http://bit.ly/2I05o4C
