So I really like the idea of simple living and I been also working on self improvement for years.
Although i feel like I did get better, often times I just feel like i get stuck or revert back. I read or listen to ton of advices and all, it helps. I get to it, but it goes up and down.
I often wish I had someone to share with you know...the idea of like having a friend or even just someone to be aiming at something together.
I envy those who seem to have someone they can try to aim something together with like those who go gym together.
I want to program more. I want to get myself to do more job hunting. To do more exercises. To get out a little more. I know, baby steps. I get all the damn things that helps, but I wish I had some support or someone to tackle with.
I never been able to find that. I'm sure im at fault, I don't know how to get it. I often told myself I'm just being to needy of someone else. Often times i end up the one trying to help them =/
I don't know, i just feel like I gotta share this. I'm now trying to make online friends. Being able to maybe have anyone with a similar want like this, even if online or anon, sounds great to me.
Am I being crazy or like what. Is this a normal want? Or do ppl just better themselves and can tackle things alone?
Submitted February 25, 2019 at 05:03AM by zph0eniz https://ift.tt/2SXTQ86
