So I grew up always being told by my mom to save my money, forget the little things and buy the big stuff(house, cars, etc). My friends eat out every single day and I'm just thinking they're crazy and how are they even saving any money which they aren't, they have less than $1000 savings meanwhile I have over 20k. They used to invite me to go out clubbing, dinner, parties, basically any social events but the last time I've been invited was like half a year ago. Sometimes I blame my mom for planting that seed in my head but at the same time, im very grateful that I have what I have saved compared to my friends who are literally broke.
Anyways, I miss my social life but my eyes twitch every time I have to spend $2.99 on a sandwich during lunch at work. Do you guys think they stopped inviting me because I'm cheap or because I complain about waiting in line for an hour to eat at places which I do also do.
All I do now is, work, gym, sleep, repeat. I feel like I'm not living life like how a 22 year old should be living. I always wonder if I'm going to regret missing out on these experiences. No Gf anymore too, worried that I'm gonna die alone since no social life = not gonna meet anybody
TLDR, gotta read
February 05, 2018 at 11:35PM
