I'm in second year of architecture. I'm good enough at it, I never payed for the university thanks to my grades. (you must pay a lot if you don't have good grades at the end of the year)
Still, even though I should be grateful I'm in a good place and I do well on projects, it's a lot of stress. I cry and have panic attacks and they're not fun.
I don't even see myself as an architect really. I'm afraid of such a serious job that comes with such responsibility. Sure, it pays well, but I don't want lots of money and a huge house. I wish I could work at a coffee shop or library and live in a tiny studio and draw/paint/write all day long. I don't even eat a lot, I could be a starving artist!
But, naturally, my parents don't even want to hear it. My older brother is practically a hobo, so I must be the "good, successful kid".
I wish I had a quiet, simple live :(
Submitted January 10, 2018 at 10:40AM by IwontTryAnotherName http://ift.tt/2mqJICz
