I am always imagining and drawing how I can build a house on my own. I think about it at work and when I am alone. I shouldn't, but it always pops into my mind and it's a nice meditation actually.
I wanna buy some land, build a small wooden cabin and then expand it and expand it. Grow a garden, go for fishing in the nearby river. Dwell in the mud. Have a cat or dog waiting for me back in the cabin. I am sitting down and continue writing a novel.
Grow some mushrooms and weed maybe. Read books, watch some movies in the dark. Put some leftovers for the wild animals in the forest or something. Exercise. Weightlift. Cook. Lay in the grass at night. Collect edible things from the forest. Cut some wood. I sound like a hippie lol
Build something every day. Expand the garden, house, make a fence made of rocks.
When I was young I wanted to live in the big city, fuck beautiful girls, do some drugs, have some crazy nights... but now that I am actually doing all of these, I want the opposite now.
Goddamn, I wish I could drop my responsibilities and do that. But deep inside me, I know that that's just some kid's thoughts that still dwell inside me.
Submitted December 18, 2017 at 11:52PM by Kvuthe http://ift.tt/2oFCL44
