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I've been sexually abused by a family member, and although it hasn't happened in years, now that I've been triggered, there's no going back, I can't start getting better until I leave my house. The house where all my stuff is.

I'm going to school (that my abuser is paying for), and I have no degrees. I'm in need of therapy, but I have (his) insurance. I want to finish school and focus on art, but in order to move out, I need to drop out, so I can get a full time minimum wage job. Another thing, I'm in debt like 2500, and I tend to be spending a lot of money to keep from going home (where my abuser is). So i'm pretty much starving, because I can't eat at home and I try to stay out for as long as possible, but that costs money so it feels like a catch 22. I don't have any other family in the united states, and this is why I can't leave the area that I'm living in although it's the bay area and the most unaffordable place to live, I have people here that have my back, and they are the only light in my world right now, thats keeping me from..... yeah doing something terrible, because i'm so afraid of losing control right now. But what should I do? does anyone know how to find artist affordable housing? there's gotta be a safe house out there for people like me. I'm just scared because I don't want to become a crazy homeless lady. even without a job there seems to be a lot on my plate. And I want to do art, I badly need to do art, and I'm scared that i'm too picky with work, and I need to just get any job, but I have trouble working retail, considering delivery work because I have a car.



Submitted February 02, 2017 at 12:27PM by Harmless_kitty http://ift.tt/2kWn6KT

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