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To start, I had a decent job with a reputable company for 5 years, between 2007 and 2012. In 2011, something kept happening to my eye and various treatments didn't stop the condition from popping in every month or so. To describe it, it kind of felt like something was in my eye at first, like an eyelash, but then it would slowly start to hurt, then at full force would pulse with pain for a good 5 seconds, then feel fine. This would happen every minute. I've never had anything crazy in my eye or anything traumatic happen to it to cause this, but light seemed to be the only consistent trigger so I would take an absence and see my doctor and sleep it off. Eventually my absences caught up with me and I was let go. I went looking for other work, saw other eye doctors, and I have not been able to survive any attendance policy anywhere I've worked since 2012. I've worked 12 different jobs in that time frame. I've been a temporary employee for 5 years. I can't save up, I can't afford insurance, I've sold nearly everything I owned just to get by. I lost my job yesterday, I didn't even hit the limit for absences. I canceled the appointment at the workplace clinic I had today. If they don't care about me, why should I care about me? I haven't been able to trust doctors for years because it just doesn't help with my employment, my condition, or my finances, which I have less than 100 dollars to my name. I've had this eye condition for 6 years now, I've had a very harsh cough for about 9 months, and extremely painful acid reflux (at least I think that's what it is) to the point where I barely get any sleep at night. I've given up. I've never felt more worthless. Is there really a point to try to be a part of this society anymore?



Submitted February 10, 2017 at 08:11AM by bloodevolent http://ift.tt/2ktITG4

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