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EDIT: I LIVE IN AUS

  • I am in a heavily abusive environment.
  • I have bipolar I rapid cycling, (C)PTSD, / BPD, Anxiety, etc this abuse makes these worse.
  • I can not work. Every time i have tried to work, it has ended up with me in hospital.
  • I do not qualify for disability. (yes, it's stupid, I know)
  • I am already on the waiting list for public housing.
  • I have two therapy cats that keep me alive. they notice when I am depressed and spend a lot of time with me, and honestly keep me out of hospital

  • i get 520 dollars a fortnight

  • I can only access 24ish therapy appointments for free in a calendar year. otherwise it's 80 dollars per session

  • cat food is about 60 dollars a month.

  • phone is 30 dollars a month but could drop that to about 20.

  • i currently pay 140 a fortnight for rent, which includes food but nothing else.

  • if I am not hypomanic/manic I try to save 100 dollars a fortnight.

I feel like I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. I feel like my only options are:

  • stay in the abusiveness house hold, but having more access to therapy, and being able to afford my cats.

  • move into student accom, give up my cats, give up the idea of any extra therapy, and start working.

But honestly I don't see how I can continue where I am, or move out. i feel like im stuck between a rock and a hard place.



Submitted January 14, 2017 at 10:24PM by heart_vomit http://ift.tt/2jKMm25

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