First off I am sorry if this is not the place for this and please, before you are cruel, know that it has taken a tremendous amount of suffering and courage for me to finally reach out in some way... I need advice on HOW to leave my situation. I am 29. I have a 3 year old child from the man who has been controlling my life, prohibiting me from having a job, dehumanizing and raping me for years now. I live in a city where i know noone because i have not been allowed to socialize and when i have tried to make friends through social media i am stopped, crushed, taunted until i believe noone would want to be my friend anyway so why try. I am not given access to any money.
That is the key. I could leave if i could but i cant. Short of stealing his money or calling the police, how can i make money? I have to find a way that is hidden from him so that i can save it and buy me and my son plane tickets (we live on an island) so we can go live our lives in peace without violence or pain.
I have a BA. I just havent been allowed to go back for more school or anything. It sounds bizarre to hear that a grown ass woman isnt 'allowed' to do something but trust me, there was a time when I thought something like this couldnt possibly ever happen to me.
SO... This is a personal finance place. I am begging only for advice- i am lost. Where do i begin? I have been living in a cloud that is lifting and i am seeing how close to just giving up and dying i have gotten. But i cant. I have a child. For him i need to get bac on my feet and be the woman i know i can be. I just dont know where to turn. Where to begin
Submitted January 26, 2017 at 11:38AM by imreadytobemeagain http://ift.tt/2jVqpyD
