So boys, on being both simple and fabulous, please share your trials and tribulations, and more importantly tips and tricks to the trade.
I guess I should start first. I sleep on the floor, dig my food out of the garbage, wear secondhand rags for clothes and follow a very strict virtue of not consuming junk food or recreational toxins. My inner world is all butterflies and petunias, gay as a platoon of drunk marines, but so many of our social protocols are being broken that everyone assumes I am straight, and my love life is as empty as a dumpster on pick up day :(.
On one hand, life is really super duper easy and pleasant, and I just can't accept living it in any other way. On the other, a part of me is lonely and longing, is there nobody out there for me? My dream hunk has got to be out there somewhere, and I would be such a good partner I just know it. But we, the gays, are already a small minority as it is, then throw in extra requirements like physical connection and on a comparable philosophical page... where might one find such a needle in a haystack? The world is such a big place, so many fish out there in the sea. Theoretically, I know he is out there somewhere, but damit where??
So what do I do? Sacrifice my simple sensibilities to attract a mate? But then it wouldn't even be someone who I would want to be with. I try to tell myself to let this desire go, I have been so good about letting go of so much, and gained so much from it. Logic supposes that this should go as well, but it feels like ripping some integral part of myself away. Just can't get myself to do it, and this nagging notion remains that letting this go would be doing a disfavor to another in wanting, as much as it would be to myself.
So internet support group members, am I out of my mind? What's a fag to do?
Please share your stories...
Submitted January 17, 2017 at 06:32AM by Voritos http://ift.tt/2iCufKy
