So I just made this account to rant a little and maybe find some help. I've been so stressed lately and since I'm too young I still can't get a good paying job to help.
This all started around 2-3 months ago when my parents told me that their company shares were going to be all bought and that they might be laid off. Starting then I've been quite restless even though I don't show it in front of anyone. From then on I started to search about what to do once they got laid off or fired. Thankfully that passed on and they weren't laid off so I had a lot of stress taken off of my shoulders. I've even started to look for jobs myself but sadly all the jobs I can take right now are babysitting related. And I only have one other sibling who is only 3 years older than me. I'm starting to see what scholarships I can get right now to try and help even searching how to start a company but so far I can't do any of those.
Now just today I was told that my parents are probably going to get fired in the next two days or sent to jail so this time I'm even more stressed. We had a family discussion about what we would do later on. We aren't sure what's going to happen in the future but this just makes me know how hard I need to do in school now to try and help my parents. This is really stressful to me as well as because end of term is coming near and I have a lot of tests and grades to keep up i'm not sure I will be able to keep all the stress pent up for much longer. Everyone in my family is worried and I really don't know what I'm going to do now. I'm sorry this was so long I really just needed to get this off of my chest and maybe get some help. This is such a shock because everything was fine a year ago but now everything has started to go down hill for me and my family I just hope that everything will get better. I just want some help to keep this all under control. I've been trying to get all this out of my mind but it just keeps coming back. Also don't worry my grades are fine as of now all my grades are A's and B+'s.
Submitted February 20, 2020 at 10:45PM by EmergencyFix2 https://ift.tt/2V6iIdz
