Was kicked out of school (medical type degree) because I got charged with a felony (case got dismissed after probation). The state licensing board said nah, and so the school wouldn't let me continue on. They're all federal loans that I know of and the interest is around 8% APR. And no, I promise I've already checked, I cannot use my credits or re-enroll in the same program or do basically anything with those years I wasted. It's just gone.
I'm 28, have a child, a wife, I'm broke AF and jobless at the moment. We're literally at my parents' (in my hometown) figuring out what to do. I have 5 classes left of an accounting degree (one in fall, four in spring) and will be graduating in spring 2020. I don't even know if I can get my CPA when all's said and done cause of the shit I've been through.
I'm so confused as to what to do and have considered suicide in the past. I have no savings, I'm highly in debt, I am jobless, and my future in my field of accounting is unpredictable. I'm considering not even finishing school and just quitting altogether because I've been taking college courses since 2007 and having nothing to show for besides an associates degree.
I was talking with my family about getting a $10 an hour job cashiering and eventually just pay for an apartment around here and wither away because I'm incapable of getting out of this situation.
Also, going back in Fall to do one class and then four in spring sucks because I've already "only" taken one class this past spring, and I'm gonna only be able to take one again in fall, for a grand total of two classes for an entire year. My school's also charging me out of state tuition because of all the damned credits I had from graduate school before getting kicked out. Besides this, I was falsely arrested and charged and still put through the damn horrific system, so I have major trauma, depression, and PTSD from my experience. I cannot even fathom staying there until May of 2020. I had so many horrific events happen: Got robbed at gunpoint, had a a friend who got murdered, an acquaintance who got murdered, got cheated on, kicked out of grad school, neighbor harassment, etc. I honestly just feel like killing myself. If I wasn't Muslim I would have offed myself already.
Before I move to Russia and grow out a mustache, what options do I have? Other than to cry in my own misery that is.
Submitted August 04, 2019 at 10:56PM by Mystik-Palace https://ift.tt/337InnT
