I’ll have just enough to pay rent just in time before getting hit with a late fee. After that I’ll be starting from the ground up. I need to be better about this so I’m just hoping this is a good strategy and open to any and all pointers:
Before I was trying to eat a specific diet but for now I’ll stick with pbjs and ramen (hey it’s been a while so it’ll be a treat)
Also I work in a restaurant and eat out a lot and I just have to quit cold turkey now. Even with a discount just thinking about how many times I paid my job instead of my job paying me just makes me sick.
I’ve been meaning to quit vaping and this became an even bigger motivation than to stop looking like a douche sometimes.
Finally, I need to be more selfish. I live with two roommates and honestly they’re family but I have to stop buying them lunches and coffee, it’s a good habit in hindsight but man it can be hard to break and I’m literally afraid of changing the status quo.
Anyways, thanks for letting me vent. I’m panicking, but not as much as I was before I wrote this and thought it through. And like I said I’d love any feedback.
Submitted March 31, 2019 at 06:16AM by somefuckindingus https://ift.tt/2OzOsm1
