I’m 19 years old I finished college with a diploma for career I absolutely do not like any more and will not follow. There all completely irrelevantly to the careers iv chose to follow. As I am extremely in tuned of what I want and like in life.
Started to change my life over in 2015. start my own businesses wise still in college, I worked in terrible jobs to get a little bit of money to fund the business, I believed I had enough to become successful famous or a big time designer( boy was I WRONG ) so fast forward to this date iv sold very little from it .. I mean less then 100£ and none of them were from my store (online) just small request. The produce is excellent but not popular due to lack of marketing and so fourth believe I’m angry that no one is taken advantage of what I have but that will be a story for another day.
This year for the past 7 months I began to study stock market and how it works what’s it about and so on, so I saved up a little bit of money wise my business is still current going and not making money , I put in a few hundred and made pennies but I made profit still from nothing so I obviously new a thing or two quite quick, yes I did test this a lot to make sure it was not a fluke and that it’s not all luck ... my chart and my calculations were right. But stopped doing this due lack of money and the insufficient money I had to invest so I withdraw all my money to keep safe.
I’m proud of what I have but recently this past 6 months I’ve felt like a huge disappointment to my self. I have done a lot of work with hardly any money for real I am extremely proud of my self iv learned and done all of this from nearly nothing. But unfortunately I had to swallow a really hard pill .. a really fat hard one that for a lot of people it’s the hardest to admit ... DEFEAT that I was wrong. Wrong to quit working and persuade my non profit business full time. wrong to believe I will become a over night success in a years time, that I will be a some body in no time , I was really influenced by gymshark the owner Ben Francis , I admired him how he started his business. I thought YEAH I’m going to be like him! I’m going to do exactly what he done and quit working and work on the business full time, dumb part that I don’t realise that you needed a good handful of money in your back pocket to become that successful unless you social is big .. and all that but I cant say much cause I made hardly any money form this so what do it know.
So this week I began looking for jobs ... was super hard .. I mean hard I had a few emails to say there interest in me and so on but there just jobs that no one would take It’s not worth being miserable over. This sounds bad on me I know I can probably hear people screaming JOBS A JOB or you don’t want it badly all that... frankly I understand but I know there are jobs out there that will really destroy you day to day and iv had to many jobs like that and they brought me down to me knees in misery ... I feel very miserable to swallow this pill on how it’s hit me this hard , my situation of how I am living it’s not the best it’s gotten worse over the past 8 months. I really want to change my life completely I want to work for a life of financial freedom and work for everything iv ever want.. I just feel so broken after all this long to understand this.
I really would like to be a broker .. but with a bit of homework I’m not quailed at all , but I am more then determined to learn every inch of the market for stocks. This to me will be my all time favourite job to pursue as I know I loved the pressure of how it works. I’m from the UK so things are a lot different and a little tricky to get about in with out quality or money, I’m desperately trying to find out how to do this and make a career out of it and work to change my life. I know there’s always an opportunity I just don’t know how to do it I want freedom and I’m determined to have that.
Submitted November 22, 2018 at 08:38AM by give_or_take https://ift.tt/2AevqLi
