So going to try to make this as brief as possible (sorry for english)
And don't know if this is the right sub? Feel free to move me if possible admins...
Background info:
Family got it's first IBM computer when I was 7 (because my dad's work, "Communicator" for a regional hospital)
I have been experimenting with Adobe's programs since I was 13 years old. Some coding, some design, freelancing, 2 degrees, 1 bachelor -> until today (27 years old). Well well...
Approximately 2 years ago (25 yrs old) I land a job at a social media distribution startup. This was new and exiting, room to grow, and a pinpoint on my career map and at the same time getting a steady/monthly income.
Personally "half" knew 1 of the guys (of 4) - Everything is outsource, no offices, no expenses. 2 meetups/worshops a year.
Starting as a "Graphical Designer" - Making the companies graphical profile, logos, fonts, videos, pics, article photos, thumbs, etc. / Multimedia - (everything digitally viewable)
Soon (7 months) later I developed to be Creative Director and Multimedia manager with a reasonable pay increase.
Wanting to milk the cow we want to spread on international markets hiring translators, we soon (1 year) went from 4-5 employees to 22 (including 12 translators)...
Annnd now we're going slowly down beacause of the CEO put most of our eggs in the Zucc's (FB) basket. Going at youtube now.....
Problem:
To work from home "sounds and is" like a dream in the beginning. All you need is your computer and WIFI. Took this chance and traveled around Europe for a while, but at the same time it wasn't like I was on a holiday/vacation "free", work was always on my mind, how we going to solve this, that.. Todays work done, Next days work thinking kicked in... etc....
(I was working my ass off, kind of carrying the company's front)
Soon I was involved in every genre and kind of was a wall to kick your ball too. (the board/Leaders loved this, but had no intensions to make my flower blossom, instead poring soil in my pot, conflicting/argue money/salary) - as in giving me materials (iMac, Macbook) and after a confronting at a meeting i got stock options.
Feeling slightly more secure about your work effort and value:
You go home and the tragic routine starts. It will make you wake up, go to the kitchen, go to the "office". This routine weighs you down with the length.
I stopped excersising, eventually stopped meeting friends. Went fully IRL socially clouded.
> Wake up, Work, Eat, Work, Sleep, Eat, (I was a machine.)
The board uses me as a button. Solve this, solve that.
Status:
Two relationships ended (3+1 year tot.), Gaining weight, alcohol on the regular, experimenting with drugs, antidepressants just make me stupid, and hate "solution pills". But yeah - I live in the south of Sweden (Malmö) Been involved in the graffiti game as younger. lived in Berlin for a while, name it, tried it.
Mostly I just want to sleep, because my dreams is something new and exicting.
Loosing friends by the monthly regular....
My Question :) ?
I would like a Camp, Program - / Recovery center / Feel good / Finding yourself / Exercice / Nature (like mountains or fields, no city thing) / Healthy / Hostel - kind of thing - In Europe. And not to expensive, I'm not wealthy at all, I have a pretty medium sustainability
TL;DR:
Ready to quit my work and focus on my well being for a while at a "camp" in Europe. .
Suggestions? . . .
Feel free to ask or discuss anything!
Regards / L
Submitted April 21, 2018 at 05:33PM by lazer46 https://ift.tt/2HHWlVy
