I don't know if this is the right sub for a question such as this, but as I become more and more purposeful regarding the usage of my time, I feel I pay more and more attention to the oscillations and small inflections of my internal life. Also, it has been a long-time obsession of mine to think what other people are thinking and to try to understand others.
How is your thought process on a daily basis? Do you get bored easily? Do you think about death? Do you think about big ideas or are you more concerned with the details and moments in front of you?
I suffer from clinical depression and my days are a big yo-yo. I get excited and very happy and then I'm bored and afraid, within the same day. I think about death multiple times per day and how i should spend my time. I don't like to "waste" time and tend to be very efficiency driven.
Submitted January 06, 2018 at 08:28PM by MeaninglessBoy http://ift.tt/2AAYLxG
